I know I haven't been updating my blog for a long, long time but, its clearly not my fault. I'm a busy woman. Can't help it...So much for advising Shena to update her blog...ha! so ironic.
Basically, i have started working as a full fledged nurse...working in the ward that i did my internship in...Plastic Reconstructive and Aesthetic Surgery/Eye. Sophisticated? Totally. Well, it isn't that bad coz i did my internship in that ward so, i'm not that disorientated. Lil blur but, manageable. There's still lot more things to learn though. Going for my venepuncture and cannulation course tmr. Apparently, its gonna be interesting and fun. I hope it is.
I discovered something about myself lately. Actually, I was fraught with this uncertainty about myself for quite some time and it was vagueness and fear, that the truth might hurt stopped me from pursuing this matter. I was confused and afraid that the suspicion i had about myself would turn out to be true after all. But just recently, i realised i can't and don't want to live a fabricated life. So, I have learnt to accept the truth about myself and honestly speaking, i'm not embarrassed about it at all. In fact, i'm happy that my mind is crystal clear now. Whoohoo! I do know that there are alot of people out there who are judgemental and prejudicial but, i don't fucking care. Hmph!...Ofcourse, disclosure is out of the question for the moment. I need time...sudden realisations about yourself could take some time to sink in. So far, the people whom i'm really close to and whom are really important to me have been non-judgemental and understanding. Thanks a million man...you have no idea how much it means to me.
Posted by Devi at, 9:11 PM.
