Many things happened during the past few days. I'll talk about it later...Lets talk about what happened today. Shena persuaded me to accompany her to go and collect her uniform and since I was so fucking bored staying at home, I tagged along. We met Soowen and as usual she kept whacking me for no apparent reason...Oh c'mon! its Soowen. What do you expect. Merciless whacks and punches come along with her friendship and you don't have a choice of refusing that 'brilliant' offer...just accept it and sooner or later, you'll find yourself in a cruel plight...like me. Don't you just feel sorry for me? Like I said, Soowen tagged along, whacked us a couple of times, had lunch with us and left abruptly for her volleyball competition which obviously, she wasn't gonna win...I mean the competition probably ended with every single player dead. You know what happens when you place a mass murdering psychopath with zero empathy in a war? There is no winner or loser. All dead except that psychopath. A catastrophe is all you get. Oh my god, I just made Soowen appear like a monster. I mean she is, just not literally. I'm sorry Soo! Please spare my soul! Please don't whack me!So after the psychopath left, Shena and I went shopping. Shena shopped and I just tagged along. I bought a really cool watch and a super cool game. Yay me! We travelled alot today. From Outram--->Vivo (had lunch and Shena bought playdough..yes, she enjoys playing and moulding playdough. I was even invited to join her and I accepted the invitation! We probably meet up sometime next week just to play with playdough. How fun can that be for a 20 year old? We are the coolest youngsters ever)--->Orchard(Shena bought her CK perfume)--->Lavender(Shena bought her Surfer's Paradise sandals)--->Simei(Sent my bro's hp for repair, deposited money into my account and slacked at Starbucks)--->Tampines (home sweet home!) Our day was very eventful right? We were completely exhausted...the weather was so warm!I went to Bedok Reservoir in the evening, to jog. Hey, healthy living man! Everytime I go there, I bump into atleast one suckeroony. Its just inevitable. We are surrounded by weirdos. I know I'm one too but, it just that I'm amazed to see someone even weirder than I am! Gosh it feels so good to know that I'm not the only weirdo in S'pore. Congrats Devi, congrats...You know why I like to go Bedok Reservoir? The obvious reason is to jog and keep myself healthy...whateva. But, its also a means of obtaining temporary freedom from my home which doesn't exactly feel like home to me..more like a boot camp. Another reason could also be that I personally like observing suckeroonies and laughing at them..I know I'm mean.At the start of my post I said many things happened during the past few days right? What i forgot to include is that this is gonna be a fucking long post! Out of the many things that happened, I'll just share one. This secondary school friend of mine just randomly sent me a msg online via messenger...Let me just tell you that I totally hate this bitch ok. I really, really never liked her at all ever since we left sec sch. Its not like I adored her before that. I kinda disliked her in sec sch and then, i hated her completely once we left sec sch. She's the type who forgets her old friends intentionally once she has new friends...and this shit goes on and on. She's someone you wouldn't wanna trust coz you just have this gut feeling that she's not sincere at all. Not one bit. Plus, she is so fucking fake and over dramatic, it drives me crazy. She didn't contact me after we left sch. She didn't bother to keep in touch with me till like 2 years later, she suddenly popped out of nowhere and requested to meet up. WTF? seriously? and that's only because her close buddy in poly left so, she was lonely and she thought it would be nice to have her old friends back...for the moment. She actually thought I would buy that crap. Oh please, I wasn't born yesterday you know. So, few days back she approached me online and started bombarding me with questions. Asking me why is she being neglected and what has she done to deserve this. I wish I could say Go Fuck Yourself...but, I didn't. She said she wanted me to be frank. There's one thing you guys might not know about me...When you ask me to be frank, I'll be so fucking frank, you would probably wish you hadn't ask me anything. So, I was extremely frank with her and I told her off completely. I guess she got extremely offended. Who cares? She started saying emo stuff like how she still loves me and how she still cherishes our friendship. For a moment I thought she was gay. Creepy shit! She was so over dramatic, using cliche friendship quotes that she probably found online...copy and paste I guess. Damn loser! I started laughing. So retarded. She went on rambling about how she cried so much after our friendship drifted apart...how she felt tears running down her cheeks as she shared her feelings with me. OMG uber gay! Creepy fucktard! Crazy overdramatic bitch! The whole crying thing was so damn fake! She was trying to gain my sympathy and friendship by spilling crocodile tears and saying uberly gay things. I still love you? Fuck that! I really feel like she's not being sincere and she's so fake...extremely fake. After 3.5 years later, she finally decided to talk things out with me? But, before that, she couldn't care less. She asked me if we could ever be close again and I told her straight in the face, NO. Oh I love being frank with morons. How I wish she read this.Here is some random stuff about me. I don't believe in expressing my care and concern for someone by just using words...doesn't help much you know. I'd rather express my care and concern for someone through my actions...like actually taking the effort to offer and provide them with my help and support...or indirectly telling them that I treasure their friendship alot by being there for them at all times, good or bad. I don't know, I feel like actions speak more than just the mere usage of words. Ok FYI, I'm not a freak. Its just something random that I felt like sharing. Hmph!
Posted by Devi at, 11:14 PM.
